okay, finally i get to actually sit down and update this..even though i don't know why i bother since i never do any new work anymore =/. anyways, this little journal is the place where i feel like a can spill things. i am finally getting this feeling of true purpose in my life and its funny because it started coming to me after a made a kind of connection with god internally at lone tree bible camp. my life has suddenly taken one big leap fro shitty shitness to sweet and full of carefree feelings. i can't even explain my feelings or remember when i was ever this happy. honest, things might be taking turns for the better and maybe i'll actually makesoe good memories of these years while i still can.

and i truely think..i finally have got the true inspiration to create art again, even though i suck at it sometimes...we'll see what the results are. ^^